Saturday, July 13, 2013
Can I just say for the record life is hard and messy. I know that probably sounds like something most of us say at least a dozen times in our lives but its true its a colossal mess. To be more specific my love life is a mess, somebody in the world right this very moment is saying the same thing that I am. And to be perfectly honest its a mess that I have created right by myself, I didn't require anyone's help, although I did manage to drag more than a few innocent people along for the ride. I have tried for years to get my mind and my life where I think I need it to be, and that is why its such its in such shambles. I have a tiny confession to make, and the people that really know me will not find this shocking at all. I want to be a Proverbs 31 wife, almost more than I want my next breath. It's a much a part of the plan that I have for my life as the type of home I want and what my children's names will be. That's what I've begun to work on.