Monday, April 19, 2010

After affects

It's amazing what happens after a loved one is gone. People's true colors emerge. The ones you thought were infallable fall flat on their faces against unrealistic expectations. and the people you were very aware were flawed show you just how messed up they are.

The strangest thing happens when families are forced to get on with their lives after the glue that held everybody together is no longer there to hold everybody together.

My mama was a flawed human being to say the least she didn't always do everything right,but she also didn't do everything wrong.

She had more compassion in one finger than most people have in their entire bodies.

She was the one i went to when things were rough. she knew more about me than i ever thought humanly possible. ANd i never had to utter a single word to her.