Waking up

As most of you have proabably heard by now. My sainted Mama Tommie Lee joined her master March 20.

There are still alot of questions that I needed answered but I know that my Daddy is in control. I had the privelage of being with her the Wednesday night before she passed. Now at the time I didnot consider it a blessing. I found myself behaving very much like a mom everytime she moved or stirred I was up and alert. I couldn't shake the feeling that the moment I fell asleep she would go to be with the lord.

It was probably the strangest thing I'd ever seen. She couldn't get comfortable and I learned that there are fates that are worse than death. It shook me in ways I hadn't even dared to imagine. During that long night I had my bible with me, I'd intended to let my God hold my hand and instead he chose to use me. I read my bible to her and sang her some hyms.
I wish I'd taken my camera. The word of God literally medicated her, it made her clamer it was like watching the best medicine in the world take it's affect.